Kind Warning

I just want to put this out there that I am not a critic just a girl finding her way in this new world of burlesque. I try to be gentle with my opinions and do really love all of the effort these women put into show productions. Along with all of the male and female performers out there I do respect all of you and look up to each and everyone of you. So please, if you happen to be one of these great people reading my blog and for some reason you don't like what I have written please talk with me so we can settle our differences if there are any. Thank You!!

Monday, April 29, 2013

It's getting closer!!!!!

I haven't mentioned, but my course starts  freaking Wednesday!!!!!!! That's only a few days away. I'm super freaking excited and at the same time a little scared. It's that whole thing for me where I'm putting myself into a group and I know no one. Those situations scare the hell out of me.  I've taken a class from Cha Cha Velour and she was super awesome.
*sidetrack for a moment-I just realized I use super, freaking, awesome, amazing, etc. A SHIT TON. If you think I'm being an ass with this get over it. I'm excited about all this amazing shit and will repeat these words over and over until my little heart is content.*
I'm Cha Cha is great and she has been such a wonderful person to chat with. But what about the other girls. Are they going to be nice people? Am I going to feel like a fool around them? So many questions filled with fear running through my head at this very moment. I'm a chatty person so I know in the end I'll be okay. It's just the first day of something new always makes me want to piss my pants.

On another note kinda dealing with all this. I'm going to start the gym soon. And I want to do the thirty day squat challenge.  All of this has encouraged me to want to be healthy again. I was never a super small girl and I don't want to be now. I just want to be comfortable enough to not wear a corset by the time the showcase is here. I want to end in nothing but a thing and pasties. As of this moment I'm not willing to do that. So through my course time which is 12 weeks I want to lose enough inches in the belly area to where I can show it off.

Oh one last thing. I have friends who are coming out from California to see my first performance. I'm actually going to have a lot of people there that first night. Knowing I will have a great support group there makes that day that much more to me. And let's not forget my little ol' mom. I'm a lucky lady to have so many friends ready to come see me take my clothes off. And lucky to have such a husband who supports anything and everything I do. I'm a happy girl.

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