Kind Warning

I just want to put this out there that I am not a critic just a girl finding her way in this new world of burlesque. I try to be gentle with my opinions and do really love all of the effort these women put into show productions. Along with all of the male and female performers out there I do respect all of you and look up to each and everyone of you. So please, if you happen to be one of these great people reading my blog and for some reason you don't like what I have written please talk with me so we can settle our differences if there are any. Thank You!!

Monday, July 8, 2013

Two weeks and counting

Holy Mother Rucker!!!!! I know I have said it already but shit it is coming up on us quick now. This past weekend there was a group of us who all went to the new studio and practiced. Thanks goodness cause it was a great way to receive feed back from our classmates and a few friendly guests.

I am feeling good about what I am doing; I'm just getting nervous. The make up I have been practicing my make up skills since I am not used to wearing make up that heavy. Stripping my ass off at home trying to get things right. Tonight I am working with our teacher Cha Cha to polish my routine and then Wednesday hopefully finishing my costume over at Kiki's house. After this week though it will be all about practice. I wasn't nervous over the last few weeks I was actually feeling pretty good about what I was doing while I knew a few others who were freaking out. Well the tables have definitely turned. I am freaking the fuck out hoping that I don't fuck shit up in the end, wow that's a lot of fucks I'm giving right now ;p.

After this two weeks this means I am in the community for sure and can begin my hobby career as a burlesque performer. I am really excited for the opportunity to begin showing off my skills, but at the same time I am a bit nervous that no one will like what I have to offer and then tell me to fuck off. Well only time will tell, but so far the feed back is good.

The other thing that I have to keep ingrained in my head is professionalism. I forget sometimes that when I am Chas in public I should not allow myself to get out of control or wrapped up into things. As a warning to others who are in this community no one else's actions are not your actions so they do not reflect on you. That is something I learned this weekend and take it to heart also. My actions are my actions and if I decide to do something then I will have to deal with the actions no one else. So I have to work hard to remember that there are plenty of times to have good fun, but there are times when it isn't such a good idea too.

I now understand why during our classes Cha Cha has spoken about being healthy. This is the next thing on the list of things to aspire too. Losing a few pounds to maintain a healthy mind, body, and soul. And because I will be doing it thinking of me in my costumes and being with my family too it will help me follow through.

We shall see!!!!!!

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